We were at hospital today getting results for your post mortem. There was no answers angel. You were fine. So mummy still doesn't know what was wrong just one of those things is the only answer I have, this doesn't help me understand. Mummy loves you and misses you so much, you should be alive and kicking me and making me uncomfy but instead you are in heaven with all the other angels. I have decorated the xmas tree, you have your wee stocking on it and I have decorated the table with some decorations that your tree sits on, you are always with me everywhere I go. xxx