It's Christmas Eve my baby angel, do you already know this? Mummy hurts so much that she can't have you with her but she has given you a present today. Today Mummy went to your grave with a lovely bouquet of flowers and the lady put a nice christmas bauble in it especially for you. Your wreath was totally covered with the snow we have been having for the past week so at least your flowers are visible. Love you loads baby xxxxxx Merry Christmas xxxxx